its over, that day at the airport fucking sucked, we had to say good bye to EVERYONE it hit us all it seems when the frankaphons had to split from the group, the 3 groups were all crying, it was really sad, then we had to spend so much time in the airport saying goodbye to people as our groups got smaller and smaller, it wasnt fun.

so now im home...things are exactly the same, it makes katimavik feel like a dream.
my friends seem boring and the same, they seem to make thier own problems and if feels wierd not being sourounded by people who arent completely honest with you. but im back, i gotta deal, im staying in touch with some friends but many i hope to loose contact with.

as for my katimavik friends i do hope to stay in cintact with them, but even if we loose contack i hope that i can show up at their doorstep at any time and be gretted with open arms, i know that i would do the same for them, i miss them a lot, and i miss the lifestyle that we once had. things here are boring, but i hope to change all that.

so after my nap i went back down and ate icecream, then we chilled for a bit then cilla and i went and hit up the town.

so monday morn, julie woke me and we soon had a meting about cleaning, so we had the meeting then we went off and cleaned what we needed to. so i finished cleaning the living room then i procedded to start packing so that i could clean my room, zach did the same, so then we cleaned our room, then we chilled for a bit, so then i had my one-on-one, it was cool julie and i had a good talk, then she let me know that we did weed, during this trimester and i wa sspeechless..lol

then i helped vic clean the dining room walls, so then cilla and i went for a walk to diliver her package, then as we were walking back we saw a sacond katimavik van, so we got so excited we ran accross the bridge, it was chit, so then thay stayed and we chilled for a long wiole there, then we wne toutside and played in the park a few rounds of grounders, and then we chilled for a bi8t out there, then we came back and they wnated to watch a movie but most of us didnt want to so we wenty out for a walk. so on thsi walk we tried to score some weed, not much luck. and then we walked on the train tracks and some ppl were scared when we walked over the bridge, it was scary but it was cool.
so then we came back to the house then max, t-bo, em, vic and i went to the park to score some, so we go there and the frank-a-phoned do their magic and they managed to get some. so then we smoked the roach the max found in the house, yeah the froup left a roach in the house, and we didnt find out till now when we cleaned the house. so we smoked then we came back to the other group and i chilled with them, the pl asked how our "happy" walk was, lmao, t-bo just said it was happiness, it was funny.

so this morning we all weemed to have woken up early and then i ahd some of julies yougert, then now we need to clean up the house and chill....and wait for toonight for the bus to pickus us and for all of us to part our ways, becuse today ..well tonight katimavik ends, and this time tomorrow we will all be home and away from our group and the life weve been living for the past 8 months, and begining the re-intergration into normal society, and i dont know if im ready, i scared to go home, and to go to college, but i knoe that im so used to so much change that ill be fine

well see what happens

so fri we left anf got to ill du reapu soon, so we picked out spots and set up tent, we chilled there for a bit and pretty mcuh did what we wanted for a wile, we went swimming then we chilled, then i ate a bit then we made a camp fire where we had a group discution, it was cool, we had some shit to drink as well, thx to julie. so then vic, max and i took a walk into town to look for substance..no luck then we came back to catch the preformance from a side door that ws left open so we could see then preform, they were good, then i went to bed, so the floors were fucking hard as hell and david kept kicking me all night...stupid. so in the morning i woke and i chatted with zach, then we chilled for a bit and soon our while group was up, we again got to do pretty mcuh what we wanted so we chilled, then we took a quick dip in the river then we chilled some more, i wandered off for a bit, then we were called to write warm fuzzies to eachother, so i took my shit and walked through the river to get to a small island where i wanted to wriet my notes, i got 1/2 of them done b4 i got tired and went back, ppl were playing gutar on the beach, i said hi to them, so then i chilled on the bach, went swimming again then julies friend form monteral came to try and teach us prucutions, so he got all of his drums and instruments out and we tried to play in unisen, however it was really had cuz there are certain people in or group who dont have rythem, so then we were told to stop cuz they were gonna do sound check in the place thing, so we went back, ppl finished their letters and i loafted around for a bit, then julies friends came to suprise her then we chilled then we had some wile toughter at our tents, then we went to the resturant where we all ordered food and were so loud and half tipsy it was great, we got our food and ate so much, then we were to go to the shoe that was playing today..a blues band, so we loafter for a bit then we went to the show, it was good but for me it was kinda boring, so a few of us went outside and chatted while still listening to the band, then vic, max and i went into to town again...again no luck, so then we got back, then i went to the bach with tiff, zach and cilla and laied under the stairs and talked. afterwards i went to bed, in the morning i got up and just reted outside the place, everyone seemed kinda dead so then we ate then ppl did their own thing, i chilled by the river and naped lots, just enjoying our only taste of summer, so then we did the prechunist thing again, this time it was really good, a dude was goona jam with us but never showed up, but it was cool cuz we got to use his tam tam we jammed for a wile, then we packed up the van and left, and now we got home, i called mae and now im fucking dead tired and ill most likely go to bed ater writing in this blog...later

so thursday was the last day if work, i finished the apinting early so i loafted, then i said good bye to everyone then we went homr, whwere i took a shower then we left for the farewell party, we get there set up and not many ppl show up, ony 2 billets and vics work..which was where we were at. so then we ate cookies chilled for a bit then we went back home, then a bunch of us went to doolies to play pool so we played also watching a retarded bee fondle our table, then we walked to metro to get shit for floats ans i also got some shit for the weekend just incase the hms dont pul through with something..which might be the case.so then we came back home and chilled while having floats, then we talked for so long then some onld katimavik allumni came over to chat he was cool, stayed for like 5 min then left. then we chilled with julie and chatted with her then it was time for bed, i stayed on the comp for a wile b4 bed.

so this morning i woke at 10...sleeping in then i ate and chilled ont eh comp for a bit then vic and i got to work washing the walls in the living room we did that for a wile then we made lunch, we finished up later then chilled, i went on the comp for a wiole, cilla and zach took a dip in the pool, we chilled outside, its fucking hot today, so then we cleaned the van with out broken water hose then we ate dinner and now were all getting ready to leave for camping/ deebreafing, its gonna be sick!

sooo saturday we moved the jonquire house it was pretty chill, half stayed at their house and half in the new one, the ones that stayed packed and the the ones at the new place unloaded, so we went on doin thid for about 3 hrs..not as long as we had thought....it was cool we oiled their matresses and then we played on them and chilled on them, alas they were the first ones to go.
so then we had to move the big appliances...the washer, dryer, oven and fridge, so ihelped phil move the oven and oven, t-bo and jonathan go the washer and dryer, then i went with phil so help load the washer and dryer to his new place. so we did that as well as move in a couch that was really difficult, then we moved a table and everyone said was so heavy and hard but we managed to do it easily...easier than the couch, that couch was a bitch. so then we chilled at their place for a bit then we headed to chit with tieri group jonquire stayed behind to get ready, so they took for fucking ever and we were all starving so they ordered pizzas, but they made a mistake and everyone only got one slice of pizza, so then i ate some of chits food then they ordered more, then we ate and all started getting ready to go to the bar, then we were all deciding on how to go, then julie was soo cool and drove twice to the bar so drop us all off, their was 20 of us there, it was cool, so mich and i split a pitcher but then we her of the deal for guys so 4 bucks for a bracelet then we got free bears for the rest fo the night...but we have to tip, so we did that for a long ass time, then vic, em, max kayla and i went out for a puff, so that was cool, the place we were at had tons of graff, so then max ditxhed and we got back and went to the bar, i drank a hell of a lot more, then we took over the stage, then we partied tons, then i wanted to head back, so we waited for a group to go back and we watched the bad play, the same one from michs b-day they were real good, so then we started waling and t-bo pulls out a j so we smoked it on the street and on the way there i had a nice chat with mitch, then back at the hosue i got my bed ready then geome comes out and asked if we wated a amoke, so we went to the downstairs bathroom and i rolled one, then we waled to a aplace that he thought was cool, we had a nice chat there and then we got back and i sleeped like a baby, then i was woken up by jonathan, which pissd me off, so then we got our shit packed toughter then we left for a show that was goin on in town so we went there then ezgi and i went of on our own then we wmt up with mich ans kayla then ezgi went off and kayla and mich wanted to smoke up so we asked t-bo but he didnt have any so i pilled one out, they pitched for it then we went for a walk by the river and smoked up, it was cool, we chilled there talking tillwe had to go ..we got a text for emilie, thier em, then we headed back, we drove home and back home we ate then eveyone went to bed, we were all pretty pooped for last night so we sleped, then we had a meeting then we sleped more, we were suposted to meet with the youth congress thing but didnt cuz we were too tired.
mondaymorning i went to work they got me to paint shit downstairs it was cool, i took some records to turn into bowls, when i was leaving they tolf me that i had records in my bag, it looked bad cuz they thougt i was stealing them..apparently collectible records...why they were in the throw out pile..i donno, so i explained to then why i had them, they seemed fine, but i was pissed that they went thorugh my shit to find it. so then back home we chilled then we watched into the wild, it was hella good, then i went to bed,
the next dat at work i did the same timg, apint all day, then back home we were gonna go to the youth congress thing and chill with them, so we went, even though julie wasnt here, so the layd there was sup^rised when we shoewd up...being the last pl she told the kids that cuz our pl wasnt here we wouldent come. so we chilled with them but it was only for that time, they would leave just before we did, so then we went back home, i made some cake then went to bed.

today i painted on the wall all day..again, i chated with the teens at my work, they seem to come down a lot to see what ive apinted and to chat, its pretty cool, then i went home and now im on the comp...cool.

so wednesday we ddint really drink, we had a french class so that took up most of our time, then after that most ppl went to bed.

thursday we had the new horizions workshop which took up our whole morning, so when we were done with that we were suposted to go back to work but a lot of us didnt, so we stayed home, i spent a lot of my time on the comp, people started the "big cleaning", which was cool, so then i went for a walk with cilla and tiff to the abandonded school that er found one day walking, so we got inside then wandered for a bit, we herd a beeping sound then got out, soon after there was a full out alarm, so we took this path to a lice lake river thng, it was super beautiful, then i was a water or sewage plant, it was cool, then we walked back and went back home. so back home the HMs bought a 40 of rum, we were gonna have coctails for dinner, bt antoine put the whole bottle in it and man was that shit strong, so i watered mine down and i must have had like 4 drinks, so i was pretty wasted, then our french teach showed up so that we could write our letters, so i did that, trying my best to write in good french, then em helped me out and corrected all my mistakes, then the french teach did the same and i got to leave super early, so i went on the comp for a long ass time, when i came back down the french teach was still here, so then he left and we chilled, we decied to make a fire outside then david was to come over, it was his last night in alms, he was going home tomorrow, so we chilled with him for a long time..playing the tam-tam, so then i wanted to go to bed so i said my good byes to him and i got his e-mail, then i went to bed.

fri work was ok i was sorting cloths then did other stuff all day, including painting the lib floor, it was davids last day so everyone said goodbye to him they gave us a $25 gift certificate for the store, that was pretty cool then a card so then we left. so back home antoine was upstared with his "friend" then he came down feriuos because of the shit i write on the walls, i was kinda blowing it off so i went to go paint over it so jolie wouldent see, and as i was doin that i realosed how stupid and disrespectful it was that did. sothen i ahd to thnnk of a physical activity because naturally josianne didnt know what she was doing, so cilla came up with this ropes thing, it was really fun, then we had dinner, personal pizzas for everyone, so we ate, then antoine was cleaning out eh room and i appoligized to him, he took it well, i felt like a dick. so then we chilled in the house, cilla and tiff cut zachs hair, then they danced in the living room, while i was on the comp, then cilla and i went on this long ass walk, we saw david and we told hom about tomorrow, then we saw antoine and his gf, i felt really bad but he said it was ok...then we kept waling we saw this indie video thing showing ontop of the garage thing so we watched it for a wile, we saw the next pl in alma there, he was in one of the vidoes. then we went back home to get sweaters and the "black bag" as ppl in the house klike to call it, it has sprayapint in it and i bring it whn cilla and i tag the town...anyways we walked to the pooll and jumped the frnce, then we decided to go back and go swimming, then we walked around some more, we saw david again, then we headed back home, then i went to bed.

this morning were having french toast, then were goin to jonquire to help them move, were seing the cluster, it will be fun, then we get to sleep over in chiticiumi and were all goin to the bar, it will be rediclious..and its a full moon toningt...WHO HOO!

tuesday at work was pretty good, kinda hectic, but i got to do what i wanted so it made me happy. then back at home i was my ususal talkitive self and tiff thougt that i was being scarastic or something was up, and i had told her no, so she assumed that i got over that it was that was bothering me, na di told her that it wasnt somethign for ME to get over but i had stoped letting it bother me, so i guess i did get over it. so then we ate dinner, then had some chocolate covered blueberrys it was really good, then it was a free night so i read a bit, chilled at the house then i made some chese cake, then we watched the breakfeast club, ive never seen the movie and i really liked it, it was really effin good, then i finished my cheese cake then i went to bed.

this morning work was ok, although all i did was tag cloths...real boring but i had a nice lady to work with and was patient when i asked her many questions about what is what.
so at home i ass vic..alone cooking again, and it appears that antoine hasnt done much and when i ask her of this it appeared to be true, so it seems that antoine dosnt undeerstand and will never understand housemanagers, or katimavik in general..oh well, so we have a french class today, it is our second last..last being tomorrow, well see how this goes, julie is leavin for her 48, so we wanna have maragritas today, hopefully it will be a good time.