Saturday...yesterday
we had pancakes then we had learnign plans with steph. so basically a free morning.
it was cillas BIRTHDAY!!!
so their were baloons and streamers
so david zach and i went to the post office, and i decided to go to northern.
there we bought a watter gun fir cillas b-day. so when we got back home we filled it up and snuck up on cilla and sprayed her with it, everyone thought it was awesome. so then we gave it to her and she got us back.
then ppl all gave her what they got for her. she really liked.
then we had lunch....pizza yeah! then cilla got whiped cream in the face...courtesy of antoine.(btw he didnt clean it up) sooo, then we got her to sit @ the table and brought out the cake.
and we had a nice vegan desert, it was soo good.

then we got ready to go to lake superior.
it was SICK, the view @ this place was fucking awesome...it was a good time for me to reflect, again alll i tought about was williams lake and that i shoulde not dwell in the past, but i felt like i didnt wanna forget cuz the it would feel like im abondining them.

soo it was great there, but i felt like i was in abad mood, but i donno why.
so @ home we ate supper, it was good.
then we played clue, and antoine got too into it, and i proved his rules wrong...simply by reading aloud the actual rules.
so then all of us went to the bowling alley to celebrate cillas b-day.
it was really fun there, we danced and partied there, i had a great time.
it seemed as though emilie had problems (with max)but i didnt wanna get involved.
so afterwards i walked ppl to the bank so they could take out money
then walkin back jo-jo wanted to cive cilla a hug, but she brushed it off, and jo got mad...lol
then vic tried to kick a solid block of ice..it was really funny
so @ the bar all went in but em and i so i walked her home, we talked. then i went for a strole around town then got home a went to bed.

so this morning was a free morning,
i her about cilla being carried home...lol D-R-U-N-K!..bt not really i heard.
so now ppl are cooking and cleaning cuz we have our open house today, i dont really like open houses cuz thier aquward. but @ least im with the group.
let get-er-done..(i cant believe i just wrote that)

wed @ work i think thier was a blizzard
so many ppl didnt come in, but the 5 kids came that always came

@ home english/french class was cancled, so we planed the stuff for the 30th anaverary on May 24
cuz leadership had to write a letter to the township so that we can get the park for the event, so that we can start advertizing.
then we had comettie time.i e-mailed the dude for survival training.

i also put some stars on my vest...i like it.

then i red my book.

yesterday...thurs.
in the morning i crooected the letter to the township....not formal @ all, so i had to re do like the whole thing, i wanted them to take us serously.

so i did that then max in french.

so @ work it was a freakin busy morning, lots of kids came..i think 13, so it was pretty crazy.
the afternoon was post-natial, so the mom with newborns came...then the teen moms came, their always fun to talk to.

@ home we had some free time to chill b4 seing an inconvient truth being presented.
so antoine told me that my shirt smelled like puke and that i shoudl wash it(not the one i was wearing). i thougnt this comment was really rude...all he had to say "clean your shirt" so i tossed it into the laundry.

then we saw a prez on an inconvient truth, bit was a dude who presented almos the same thing, but more catered to canadians. i liked it, but i fell worried that it didnt seem to have that much of an impact on me, but i guess its cuz ive been exposed to so much of that in WL cuz we were the enviro cluster.

so it went well, karya was there...our pc.
she introduced us to some important ppl for the mya 24 thing, that was cool
then we went home.

b4 i got to bed, antoine thanked me for moving my shirt, then i told him that the way he asked my to remove it was rude, but he didnt seem to think so, and started listing all the "rude" things that ive been doing (hanging my cloths on the side of the bed).
i thought it was really mature but i didnt argue further cuz i wanted to sleep, and i wanted to collect my thoughts.
lately antoine has been getting on a lot of peoples nerves with his rudeness and disrespect, well see what ahppens, ill confrunt him ersonally one more time, but if that dosnt help him understand then i will bring it up tot he group, we hates beign attaced @ group meetings, but it needs to be done, because of him im considering leaving the program, and others too, vic told me that if she left it would be cuz of him, and i know cill is frustrated with him after being house managers...espically cuz he never woke up b4 lunch and spit in her rice(it was bad aparently)but still that was so fuckign rude, and he didnt seem to think so...he kept laughing at it when i tried to explain to him tha it was a dick move.
well see hoe im gonna deal with the situation, cuz he is not goin to continue doin this for much longer if i can help it

so today @ work i watched tons of kids again
and their was ANOTHER blizzard today...yessssss.
i also got to do room change, so the place looks diferent and new, its cool.
and i got a bunch of craft things to do from katrina, SICK.
lol
we have a free night, o think im gonna clean my room, and read, or do more cloths things, and laundry...cuz theres nowhere to go out espically during a blizzard...lol

vic and i went to the embacy cuz we wanted out of the house
soo... we went, we saw tiff there, but left her alone, i also saw the 2 teen moms from my work, thier cool

se we talked about all the problems that we had in the house, i hadent even noticed what she said her problem was cuz i had my onw, ut its good that that was brought to my attenson, but i things are all good now.

se we talked for a long wile, it was good for both of us.
so ater that i stayed up for a wile, i tried to call willow...no luck.lol

so monday:
@work i filled in some bag things for the opne house @ the "hub"
and i watched kids in the aftrnoon.

i was kinda mad @ ppl when i got back..i donno why, and i tried to stir up drama, when ppl were playing music on the comp...well the house managers(vic and tiff) when i went on cahnged the music, i said it was my time on the comp and that i shoudle be able to play the music i want...so i did, and then atoine said play anything but system of a down, so i played horse the band, i guess ppl dont like my music but im craving it now, espically thinking about phobee leaving and bein able to rock out pretty much whenever, i cant wait for the day i rock out with her.

sooo. then we got to go to my work place to do a problem solving workshop.
it was cool, we had to play a game with these magic boots and get over "lava" it was really cool and we did it, while all the dudes carried 2 ppl..it was funny.
we had fun and finished the workshop that night, instead of taking 2 days whjich was expected..but were awesome.

it was raining lots.
back home i tried to go to bed, but ppl talk to fucking loud...espically emilie.

today.
b4 kids i filled watter bottles with oil and water for some science experiment
@ work i it was so buys, tons of kids were there.
it was insane, but it was cool.
i got to have pancakes...all of them, i pretty much eat the leftovers of the snack...ite like my job...lol, otherwise theyd force feed it to me.

in the afternoon i cut out some paper for another science experiment.
then i went to go photocopy things, then i ditched that to go downstairs and chill.
then it was time to leave.
pauline was nice enought to invite me to her place to watch tv, but i denied for today...abut i will another day.

@ home we had mushrooms, and i did dished with josianne, it was ok, we talked and it was really good.
then i made a design on a t-shirt which i thought was SICK and everyone thought it was SICK, i love it.
so then i went for a walk, i stayed @ the drill rig...thought of her
then some skaters came by and were palying on it, they said hi to me and asked what i was doin, but it was abvious i was just chillin, like theirs anything else to do in this town.
then i went to the park then i walked home.

i need to make friends like i did in williams lake, i miss williams lake, i think about it almost everyday, but i need to be in the now, and think about wawa.

ppl are plying rish, its taking them forever.
-max did excursion protocal, were goin to the soo in 3 weeks, yay, then i can get my bank card and go to thrift stores to get some shit.

sun:
we got to sleep in, bit i didnt do much of that,
we had lunch...pizza!
then we went to the native reserve there the van couldent really handle the trail, it was slliping and sliding the whole way, it was really funny.
we got to the lake to go ice fishing, it was really cool. we made a few holes with the thing to make holes, then we made rods with some hooks, string and a stick.
so a bunch of us got into our holes. a we stayed patient, soon vics boss caught a fish...then another.
then i caught one, then another, then zach caught one, and antoine caught fucking 7 fish, and he talked to each one, it was funny.
josianne kept fideling with her hole, but antoine told her their was algie in her section of the lake, and that she would never catch fish, lol she wasted like 1hr tthere.

so afterwards i went to the fire and i had some tea.
then we went back home, where we had some dinner, i made a sandwhich and ate in the living room, cuz some ppl were being rude and i didnt wanna sit @ the table, so i ate...ppl wondered where i was.
i walked past, put my plate in the sink and went to my room.
cilla came down and suggested we all sit toughter...but i told her i didnt want to.
sooo, then i read my book, and we had a house meeting..lead by the house managers, steph brought out these cards which had random pics on them, it was cool, then we talked about the 30th anaversary thing.
leadership didnt do much planing, all they "planned" was the kind of food we would eat, and a tentative location. i have a feeling that the rest of the group will need to do a lot of planing, cuz the leadership commettie arent much like leaders. but i hop they prove me wrong, well see, i just hope we wont loose our 72 over it, cuz id be hella pissed

sooo
friday @ work i wached kids, after lucnh @ the house i washed the windows of the sotre...inside and out, it was ok cuz it eas warm outside.
i also helped set up the curtains and watching the children on the floor while the parents were doin a workshop upstairs.
one kids always wanted to play with me. it was cool, i love the kids they make me laugh and smile everyday, their awesome.

so @ home we had some chicken thing.
and it was a free night...whoot.
so we dicked around for a wile. then some of us wanted to go the value mart...they only grocery store here. so we went offf, vic, em and i, @ the store cilla and tiff were there, so we all pretty much baught junk food.

walking home we went by the school where thy werehaving a dance, really young kids, and so many of them like my aht...the mo-hawlk hat.
sooooooo then we ate some junk food, made floats.
then em was making my hair into tons of poney ailes, and antoine was bein a dick about it.
then cilla and i went for a long walk, it was nice.

today, i woke up @ 9 when ppl were uposted to ahve their workshop, so i ate some waffels.
then we had the envronment work shop.
it went by realy quick.
so we had free time where i fixed my broken pants and my broken string bag.
i also took a shower...finally.
then i went for a walk alone to the drill rig, i read all the writings on the walls and underneath it.
then some young teens were there, and as i left i waved to them...it was funny.

when i got back we walked to the rec-center where we went to play curling, it was so much fun.
darrel showed us how to play, and im pretty good @ it. it was really fun, i wann do it again, we stayed there pretty late. then we got back home, and @ the same school some kid said "thats a pimped out hat son" i just nodded cuz i was speachless by that comment.

so @ home dinner still isnt ready, not that i really care...more free time, but it is a free night soooo well see what we can do, espically cuz tomorrow is a free mornin and i wanna do something, so idd do a whole lot of NOTHING in this town.

wed:got to finally play witht he kids, thier awesome.
made tons of play-dough.

filled in some craft things for books...yeah.
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@ da is ouse we had the dinner the ppl left for us...uit kinda sucked...was really tasteless.
we also talked about organizing the open house as well as other calander stuff to do.

so we had some commettie time and we got to better plan some things.
i went to sleep super early.



today,
@ work i made soem more play-dough
got to hang out on the floor (the day care place)
and i organised the entrance way, as well as the bulliten board. i like it but outhers may not...what ever.

we..well the kids aided im making upside down cake, so were gonna have that for snack time tomorrow...yay!.

today were suposted to have a sharing circle, i donno how well ppl will share, hopefully they will, but i donno if im ready to share how i feel, i think it way to soon in the trimester to get that shit commin out, espically cuz were not all that comfortable with steph as well as the house and the town,.

oh! @ lunch i went out with a lady i work with i got to meet her daughter and her parents, she baught me lunch it was goood.
and thats where the teens hang out in this town, in one of the 3 resturants.

so to day i woke early.
and their was a snow sotrm outside, it wasnt too bad when i walked to work, but i knew noone would be there.
so @ work i chilled, and helped a lady with ther criciulam, and she read her stuff that she needed to do,a nd i was ahppy to hear cuz now i know what were expected to do.
i got to make play-do..yeah, MAKE it.
then i made cookies with the play-do
they thought i did such a good job with them...they said they looked etable.
@ home..for lunch it want very interesting, but vic and david didnt go to work cuz the buz couldent get them.
back @ work there were some ppl there, but it was really boring.

so sotay we had a free night.
so we lounged for a wile then vic, tiff, em and i went to timmys.
as we walked in everyone in the place steared us down HARDCORE, it was really aquward and uncomfortable. kinda rude...i thought, but what ever...small towns.

cilla, dave, zach, and antoine were @ the gym.